DisapPoiNted.....

Sometimes, I seriously HATE myself for being too NAIVE.....
Believing what people have told and promise me all the time....
Do YOU know how disappointed I am when the person that I trusted the most lied to me????  *Sigh....
I realized some people don't understand the promises they're making when they make them.... Maybe the promises don't mean anything to YOU, but it meant a lot to M3....
Please...... Don't simply make promises if YOU can't even keep it.....


P.S    Forgiving someone is easy but being able to trust them again is a totally different story...

cHuBbY M3..... =(

Gosshhhhh..... 

YOU

KNOW

WHAT...!!!

I

HAVE

GAINED

6

KG

WITHIN

3

MONTHSSSSSS....!!

At first I thought there is problem with the weighing machine.....

so....... YOU know what have I done????

I measured my weight for almost 20 times....

AND

YET

The result is still the same...  = ="

I seriously have to accept the fact that I, PHON KAI YING have officially GAINED WEIGHT!?!?!

Its the FIRST time in my life time my weight EXCEEDED 50kg!!! * FAINT.... T.T

Can ANYONE tell me, what had happened to me??? =(

I have taken the same amount of food and yet my weight keep on INCREASING...!!!! 

zzzz....

I don't want to become BIG, FAT and CHUBBY girl..... Sobsob....   T.T

Starting from now onwards, I gonna KEEP FIT...!?!?!
WARNING....!!!!!!
People around M3, pLeAs3 don't temp me with Nic3 FOODSSSSS.....!!!
I want to do exercises.... ANYONE willing to play badminton with m3?? HaHaHa.... =P

P.S    Wish me LuCk ya..... <3  HaHaHa....

我不懂.........

有些事情不是我不懂，只是我不想懂..... 

没错！我就是选择了逃避，因为我真的很害怕面对事实，尤其是在感情方面...

可能你会觉得我很胆小，但这是唯一保护我自己的方法......

我被伤害过，痛过，也哭过...... 所以，我很害怕，真的真的很害怕会再次地被伤害。

当爱情找上门来时，我会顾虑到很多很多的事情，比如说：他真的会给我幸福吗？他会真心

爱我吗？他会珍惜我吗？他 会一心一意地爱我吗？他是认真的吗？他会不会背叛我？他会抛

弃我吗？他会不会使我伤心、难过吗？

我的脑海里就会出现一大萝的疑问.........

 我的内心就像玻璃般的那么脆弱，很容易受伤，所以一旦受伤了，就会很难地复原.......

 回想那时候伤痕累累的我，平均每晚睡觉前都会躲在被窝里偷偷地哭了.....拼命地在想，到底

我做错了什么，为什么对方 这样地对自己..... 每晚都会以泪洗脸一直地延续到好几个月.... 

其实，我是个缺乏安全感的女生，所以一直以来我都很希望身边会有一个能保护自己，也会

在我无助的时候呆在我身边 让我依靠的男生.....

我不像其他的女生，那么地坚强，我只是一个小鸟依人一样的女生，喜欢依靠别人，喜欢粘

着男友的女孩.... 

如果你认识我的话，你一定会察觉，我很爱笑但也很容易哭.... 可以说大部分我的朋友都看过

我流泪，所以我承认我就 是爱哭鬼... Peace~! HaHaHa... =P

 我对爱情从来都不会像小孩子玩泥沙一样，玩了就算.....我一旦放了感情，我就会很投入，也

会很努力地为对方付出.... 甚至会爱对方多过爱自己.....



P.S    我真的希望能遇到一个能让自己每天开开心心，不会让自己掉泪的人...... <3

m0N3Y....???

=P

Money Money MoNEY MONEY......???

 

"It's not about the money, money, money.... We don't need your money, money, money.... We just wanna make the world dance.... Forget about the price tag....." Jessie J Price Tag <3

MONEY is important to everyone but NOT everything can be valued with the amount of MONEYSSS.... Don't YOU think so??? There always meaning behind every present.... We shouldn't judge someone's sincerity with the value of the present.... For me, as long as the person got the heart to give YOU present, the price is NOT important at all.... I would feel very happy instead as there is someone who concern and care about M3.... <3

No matter how big or small the present is, its enough to show how sincerity the person is or how important YOU are to the person... As YOU know, its hard to find someone who are sincere to own self... So, appreciate and tresure them well.... =)

 

 

 

P.S Don't ever look down on a small present because its possible to brighten someone's day.... Its all about the heart.... <3

 

My BoyFriend.... =D

做我的男朋友不需要很多钱，够用就好。

出手用不着那么大方，肯为我花钱就好。

不需要你多说甜言蜜语，在我无助的时候，可以给我肩膀靠就好。

不需要有多浪漫，晚上陪我到处走走逛逛聊天就好。

既然我们会走在一起，证明我们相爱的。

我的要求不是很高，去逛街的时候，你会拉着我的手。看到熟人，能够和对方介绍＂这是我女朋友＂就好。

当我们不在一起的时候，会常打电话，发简讯给我，证明你有在想我。讲电话的时候，要多说话，我喜欢听到你讲，那样感觉你就在我身边，不许先挂我电话，我不喜欢听到＂嘟嘟＂声。

看到美女时候瞄几眼就好，不要流口水~

久别重逢的时候，记得给我一个拥抱，在我耳边说＂我爱你＂

我知道我很任性，但既然你选择和我在一起，你就要学会包容我，能接受并指出我的不好。

我并不是自以为中心的人。如果你觉得我哪里一方面不好可以告诉我，但不要忽略我。

我可以忍受你直接受说你不爱我，但我讨厌你对我忽冷忽热。

我是人，有感觉，不要说我不喜欢听的话。要是我沉默了，那代表我不想再谈论那个话题了，那么请不要继续说下去。

因为我选择了你，证明我是真的爱你，所以如果我有不好的地方，请你告诉我。

两个人在一起，就要互相信任，你可以有自己的私人空间，但是不可其骗我。

别老是丢我一个人，好不好？


P.S  做我的男朋友辛苦吗？=P

I can't wait for my BIRTHDAY~! =P

Weeeee......!?! Finally it's 1st of NOVEMBER..... 24 more days to MY BIRTHDAY...  HaHaHa....
I'm looking forward to celebrate my birthday with all my beloved FRIENDSSSSSSS although this year gonna be my 1st year to celebrate without my parents... HeHe....  
Hmm...  CURIOUS about what present I wanted the most for this year??? Let me tell YOU,  it gonna be the same answer as previous year... HaHaHa.... 

Don't YOU think its EXTREMELY SUPER DUPER CUTE?!?!?! <3

YESS!!!! Its POODLE....!?! I want it sooooooooooooooooooooo BADLY for my birthday present but too bad my mom don't allow me to rear pets.... Aikkssss.... How good if I could keep my pet in the hostel... XD


P.S    JIE JIE........... I want to go to DISNEYLAND......... Please......  I want the MICKEY MOUSE shoes....!!!! =P

L.0.V.3......

""if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population, and find someone who will treat you with utter respect.
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes and say I love you and actually mean it." -Taken from Facebook-


Don't YOU think this post is meaningful for a girl especially this sentence, "if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change!"... Is that means a guy will never change for a girl no matter what? 

P.S.    Waiting for my White Horse Prince... XD 

What Is L0v3...???

什么是爱情? 情是何物? 对我来说爱情就是像捡石头一样，一边走一边捡自己适合的石头。有些人往往要求太高，虽然已经捡到适合自己的石头但是心里又想可能前面还有更好的，所以就这样错失了好的机会。我呢，对爱情很执着，一旦拥有了，就会做到最好，不管对方有多少的缺点都会忍让但很希望对方会为了自己而改变。如果我真的真的受不了了才会放弃但机会很渺小。所以，往往受伤的是我自己。可能你会觉得我很傻，但这就是我。=)

爱情其实是很甜蜜的。就拿个例子来说，就像任达华一样，他说爱情不是一种一责任，而是一种感觉，一种能让人能不顾一切能为对方而付出，甚至能为对方而死。他之前有了一段失败的婚姻，因为小的时候不知道什么是爱情，以为爱情是一种责任，拍拖后一定要结婚。但有一天他遇上了他现在的妻子，他才深深地了解什么是爱情。虽然他的妻子是个购物狂，但他不因为这事而生气反而他为了要他的妻子能尽情地购物就不断地赚钱。他觉得只要他的妻子开心，他就开心。你可能觉得这只不过是物质上的享受罢了，但换个角色来说，你是他的话，你能像他这样疼爱自己爱的人吗？所以嘛，男人能对女人处处地着想和疼爱是很难得的。我真的真的很希望我能找到一生只能爱我一个和疼爱我的人。<3



P.S   我的梦想会成真吗? 

My uNiV3rsiTy Lif3.....!?!

After pondering a few months without having a good night sleep, I have decided to forget about YOU... Somehow, I don't even know whether will I regret in the future or not.... ?? Who knows right??? Hmm... Anyway, I seriously enjoying my UNIVERSITY LIFE in PENANG....  I met AWESOME friendssss, housematessss, roommatesss and even seniorsss.... They are really nice to me... They made me fell in L0v3 with PENANG!?! HaHaHa.... I appreciate a lot a lot a lot.... =)   THANKS YOU, GUYSSSSS!!! I L0v3 YOU~!?!

L0v3ly ROoMmate~

sTitCh L0v3r hOus3Mat3~!

FuNnY HoUs3mAt3~!

ChE3sS~!?!?!

P.S     YOU GUYS always brighten my DAY....!!!! =)

Good Nightzzzz all.... <3